Lost in a Dream: Reconciling Hope with Reality in Mulholland Drive
Candace Frazier

David Lynch’s Mulholland Drive creates a vivid world of illusion through the dreams of a dysphoric and ultimately tragic aspiring actress whose failed hopes become the core of an elaborate fantasy designed by the director to convey Diane’s ideal of a glamorous and exciting Hollywood life while modernizing and satirizing both the genre of film noir and the film industry itself along the way.  In her dream, Diane retains some semblance of self as Betty – still blond, still an aspiring actress – but she is also a perky, idealistic, and naive young woman who manages to get the adventure, get the part, and, in a clever twist on classic noir romance, get the girl.  This dream is presented to the audience for the first two-thirds of the film, and while viewers are captivated by the vivid imagery and the atmosphere of suspense, they are also confused by the seemingly random events, people, and objects that weave their way in and out of the story.  Even when reality is revealed, and we see that Betty is actually Diane, whose Hollywood experience is the nightmare of a dead-end acting career and a disastrous relationship with the popular and successful Camilla, the viewer is still lost amidst the confusion of the nonlinear narrative and blurs between illusion and truth.  The differences between Diane and Betty are so stark that the audience has difficulty believing they were even portrayed by the same actress, Naomi Watts.  Incidentally, Watts’ career offers an interesting real-life example of the struggle to “make it big” that is depicted in the film, though the difference is that she was strong enough to deal successfully with the setbacks and frustrations inherent in acting, while her character’s final act is grabbing a gun a shooting herself in the head.  What factors drive Diane to such levels of desperation and psychosis?  Is the tragedy solely caused by the guilt she felt after realizing she had essentially murdered the woman she claimed to love, or is it more a result of an overall feeling of isolation and loneliness created by the ruthlessly competitive nature of Hollywood – the loneliness that perhaps drove Diane to become so unhealthily dependent on Camilla in the first place. 

            Through this film, David Lynch seems to be making a powerful statement about the corrupting forces people must struggle against when trying to succeed in the film industry.  By focusing on an extreme example of one woman’s Hollywood dreams gone awry, the film brings attention to the harsh reality of the industry’s treatment of women and society’s expectations for what the “ideal” woman is.  In the case of Mulholland Drive, these pressures create the irreconcilable conflict between Diane’s dreams and her reality which drives the entire film; by examining Diane’s intense self-loathing in conjunction with the idealism of her alter-ego Betty, I aim to extract a social and psychological explanation for Diane’s downfall that could give insight into the struggle all women have to reconcile the reality of the limitations placed on them by society with the dreams whose actualization depends upon breaking free from those limitations.